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welcome back readers
I'm sorry for late update :3
I found nice song yesterday and I don't know about this song, is it old or new song? but I love it
KING OF NOTHING
Sara Bareilles
Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by
You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast
I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?
You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset
I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see
Sara Bareilles King Of Anything lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/sara-bareilles-king-of-anything-lyrics.html
You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening
And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?
All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?
Let me hold your crown, babe.
keep loving me .Vicky
I'm sorry for late update :3
I found nice song yesterday and I don't know about this song, is it old or new song? but I love it
KING OF NOTHING
Sara Bareilles
Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by
You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast
I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?
You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset
I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see
Sara Bareilles King Of Anything lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/sara-bareilles-king-of-anything-lyrics.html
You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening
And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?
All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?
Let me hold your crown, babe.
keep loving me .Vicky
Outpouring
hey readers
i wanna ask you something before I share my mind
first, what do you fell when your best friend forever (red: for me) away from you?
second, what do you do after you read her blog and there's a post about you?
third, and the post was told that you away and changed for her
and the last, what do you write on your blog about this situation?
that's my problem
I don't how to present my self now
whether it's different from my former self or not, but for me that was never changed, I'm always be me and I'm always be your big friend who always made you angry every time we wanna go somewhere cause I can't timely and I remember last time you annoyed to me for the same reason,,, It's the last Ramadhan, when Dina (my friend in junior high school ) invite us to breaking the fast together in a place
I called you and said to go there together and you said Yes
but, few minutes before the time we made pact my mom called me and said that my dad hospitalized and you know I confused what I must doing? I didn't want to make you annoying again but I must went to hospital
I tried to come with you but I fixed to went hospital before
and when I came to your home, you go
and you went with the other one and you came there so happy
you know what did I feel at the time?
I was sad
I was so envy with them
I felt like you away from me
OK forget it now
I don't wanna cry again
I'm dying
I'm not a perfect girl with you
I'm envy every time I see you with the other one
I'm overweight
I'm bookworms
I'm a kids home
I don't know the latest song
I don't know the latest news
I don't know how to wear clothes like Kristen Stewart, Vanessa Hudgens, Kate Middleton and so many other that you always check in your PC internet or just you read in your friend's magazine
I don't know what I must talking about when I beside you
I don't deserve to walk in with you
this not your fault
this is not my fault
this is not our fault
this is condition's fault
I'm never be like you
I'm different
no one see me deeply
they just know me when I beside you
you never know how to be like me
feeling sad but must always smile and laugh
want to be like the other, envy, but never can't
and I always remember that I won't be like you and the other
my fam isn't rich, our simple live
we seldom to walk in mall
we seldom to eat in a glamour restaurant with a glamour dress by a car
no I'm never
finally I'm never thinking to away from you
I wanna closed to you, so closed, and so so so closed like when we were elementary school
ketika cara berpenampilan, pengetahuan akan fashion, bawaan, teman nongkrong, tempat nongkrong and so many other tidak menjadi patokan kelayakan seseorang untuk mendapat kebahagiaan keceriaan turut merasakan indahnya pertemanan
aku benci ketika harus sadar bahwa aku harus menjauh dari kamu karna aku gag pernah akan bisa menjadi seperti kamu, aku terlalu bodoh untuk tau kata2 gaul yang lagi in, ak terlalu cupu untuk tau gosip artis lagu fashion week minggu ini, dan aku terlalu miskin untuk melakukan semua rutinitas yang kamu lakukan bersama teman2 baru mu
mungki mereka lbh baik buat kamu, bukan mungkin tapi ya pasti mereka jauh lbh baik, tapi kamu harus tau satu hal buat aku kamu tetep yang terbaik dan aku akan terus jadi yang terbaik buat kamu
ak slalu mendoakan kamu selalu setiap saat aku ingat kamu
karna ak ingin menjadi yg terbaik buat kamu ( walau hanya di belakangmu )
kamu tau gag sih
di ultahmu yang ke 17
kamu ingat ak kadoin kamu apa? ak belikan sendal jepit buat kamu
yaa mungkin cuma sendal jepit murahan tapi aku dapatin itu dari uang sanguku 2 minggu
kamu tau knapa aku blikan sendal jepit?
karna aku ingat waktu kita jalan kamu bilang pngen beli sendal jepit
remeh emang tapi ahhh sudah lah ya
tapi betapa sedihnya aku wktu acara kejutannya berlangsung gag ada satu org pun dari mereka yg kabarin aku, kalian bersenang2 merayakan ultah mu sedangkan aku di rumah uda besibuk bkin kado spesial buat kamu
cuma satu kata yg bisa kuucapkan buat diriku sendiri
" kamu bukan siapa2 buat mereka vick. Teman dekatmu yg spesial buat mereka. mereka cuma anggep kamu sebagai org lain yg biasa main sama mereka karna kebetulan kamu adalah sahabat dari kecil dengan salah satu anggota gang mereka "
dengan kepala menunduk aku pulang ke rmh stelah ngasih kado ku ke kamu
tapi ak msh bisa tersenyum tertawa menutup kesedihanku saat itu
di ultahmu yang ke 18
ak tau kamu tergila-gila dengan toy story'
dan aku tau dmana aku bisa mendapatkan mainan itu dengan harga murah
ak sma sekali gag tau kalo saat itu lagi dan lagi mereka bkin kejutan buat kamu
yang ini aku benar2 tidak tahu
bahkan aku tau stelah beberapa hari ultah mu dari foto BBM mereka
WOW ! kamu bayangin gmana lagi lagi aku ngerasa sedih iri dan kehilangan aku ngerasa kyk a stupid loser aku uda bela2in bkin scrap book ttg persahabatan kita dari sd smpe sma taoi semua runtuh gra2 foto DP mreka, foto dmana kamu tersenyum senang brsama mreka smbil meniup lilin ultahmu
rasa ingin cpt2 ngasih kado ke kamu berubah 100% rasanya tu malah jadi malu bgt utk ketemu kamu
sampai akhirnya wktu kamu les aku antar kadoku (without the scrap book) ke rmhmu, aku cantolin di pintu rumahmu
dan scrap book nya? ku buang jauh melupakan smuanya !
kaget bingung sedih seneng kangen lbh gila dari org patah hati wktu baca blog mu dan aku tau yg kamu tulis disitu aku. sedih karna kamu uda mengganti aku dariBestfriendforever menjadi BestfriendNOforever, sedihh banget wktu baca itu. kamu bilang aku lebih milih pacarku drpd kamu. aku gag bakal prnh ngutamain pacarku dibanding kamu... ak hanya menjauh darimu karna semua rasa ini uda gag terbendung tapi aku seneng karna kamu msh peduli sma aku dengan nulis curhatan mu ttg aku di blgomu walau isinya Nyesek bgt
yaaa mungkin gitu ajalah ya klo mau dicritain smua gag bakal slesei
cuma bsa beharap kamu bakal sehat selalu dsana
langgeng dengan pacarmu
slalu dapat yg terbaik
slalu dlm lindungan Allah SWT
dan slalu menjadi teman kecilku yang gag prnah bisa berhitung dengan cepat.........<3 you
inilah akhir dari kegalauan malam minggu ini
saya butuh wktu utk menangis
keep loving me readers
thx to read my outpouring time
see you at the next post T,T
i wanna ask you something before I share my mind
first, what do you fell when your best friend forever (red: for me) away from you?
second, what do you do after you read her blog and there's a post about you?
third, and the post was told that you away and changed for her
and the last, what do you write on your blog about this situation?
that's my problem
I don't how to present my self now
whether it's different from my former self or not, but for me that was never changed, I'm always be me and I'm always be your big friend who always made you angry every time we wanna go somewhere cause I can't timely and I remember last time you annoyed to me for the same reason,,, It's the last Ramadhan, when Dina (my friend in junior high school ) invite us to breaking the fast together in a place
I called you and said to go there together and you said Yes
but, few minutes before the time we made pact my mom called me and said that my dad hospitalized and you know I confused what I must doing? I didn't want to make you annoying again but I must went to hospital
I tried to come with you but I fixed to went hospital before
and when I came to your home, you go
and you went with the other one and you came there so happy
you know what did I feel at the time?
I was sad
I was so envy with them
I felt like you away from me
OK forget it now
I don't wanna cry again
I'm dying
I'm not a perfect girl with you
I'm envy every time I see you with the other one
I'm overweight
I'm bookworms
I'm a kids home
I don't know the latest song
I don't know the latest news
I don't know how to wear clothes like Kristen Stewart, Vanessa Hudgens, Kate Middleton and so many other that you always check in your PC internet or just you read in your friend's magazine
I don't know what I must talking about when I beside you
I don't deserve to walk in with you
this not your fault
this is not my fault
this is not our fault
this is condition's fault
I'm never be like you
I'm different
no one see me deeply
they just know me when I beside you
you never know how to be like me
feeling sad but must always smile and laugh
want to be like the other, envy, but never can't
and I always remember that I won't be like you and the other
my fam isn't rich, our simple live
we seldom to walk in mall
we seldom to eat in a glamour restaurant with a glamour dress by a car
no I'm never
finally I'm never thinking to away from you
I wanna closed to you, so closed, and so so so closed like when we were elementary school
ketika cara berpenampilan, pengetahuan akan fashion, bawaan, teman nongkrong, tempat nongkrong and so many other tidak menjadi patokan kelayakan seseorang untuk mendapat kebahagiaan keceriaan turut merasakan indahnya pertemanan
aku benci ketika harus sadar bahwa aku harus menjauh dari kamu karna aku gag pernah akan bisa menjadi seperti kamu, aku terlalu bodoh untuk tau kata2 gaul yang lagi in, ak terlalu cupu untuk tau gosip artis lagu fashion week minggu ini, dan aku terlalu miskin untuk melakukan semua rutinitas yang kamu lakukan bersama teman2 baru mu
mungki mereka lbh baik buat kamu, bukan mungkin tapi ya pasti mereka jauh lbh baik, tapi kamu harus tau satu hal buat aku kamu tetep yang terbaik dan aku akan terus jadi yang terbaik buat kamu
ak slalu mendoakan kamu selalu setiap saat aku ingat kamu
karna ak ingin menjadi yg terbaik buat kamu ( walau hanya di belakangmu )
kamu tau gag sih
di ultahmu yang ke 17
kamu ingat ak kadoin kamu apa? ak belikan sendal jepit buat kamu
yaa mungkin cuma sendal jepit murahan tapi aku dapatin itu dari uang sanguku 2 minggu
kamu tau knapa aku blikan sendal jepit?
karna aku ingat waktu kita jalan kamu bilang pngen beli sendal jepit
remeh emang tapi ahhh sudah lah ya
tapi betapa sedihnya aku wktu acara kejutannya berlangsung gag ada satu org pun dari mereka yg kabarin aku, kalian bersenang2 merayakan ultah mu sedangkan aku di rumah uda besibuk bkin kado spesial buat kamu
cuma satu kata yg bisa kuucapkan buat diriku sendiri
" kamu bukan siapa2 buat mereka vick. Teman dekatmu yg spesial buat mereka. mereka cuma anggep kamu sebagai org lain yg biasa main sama mereka karna kebetulan kamu adalah sahabat dari kecil dengan salah satu anggota gang mereka "
dengan kepala menunduk aku pulang ke rmh stelah ngasih kado ku ke kamu
tapi ak msh bisa tersenyum tertawa menutup kesedihanku saat itu
di ultahmu yang ke 18
ak tau kamu tergila-gila dengan toy story'
dan aku tau dmana aku bisa mendapatkan mainan itu dengan harga murah
ak sma sekali gag tau kalo saat itu lagi dan lagi mereka bkin kejutan buat kamu
yang ini aku benar2 tidak tahu
bahkan aku tau stelah beberapa hari ultah mu dari foto BBM mereka
WOW ! kamu bayangin gmana lagi lagi aku ngerasa sedih iri dan kehilangan aku ngerasa kyk a stupid loser aku uda bela2in bkin scrap book ttg persahabatan kita dari sd smpe sma taoi semua runtuh gra2 foto DP mreka, foto dmana kamu tersenyum senang brsama mreka smbil meniup lilin ultahmu
rasa ingin cpt2 ngasih kado ke kamu berubah 100% rasanya tu malah jadi malu bgt utk ketemu kamu
sampai akhirnya wktu kamu les aku antar kadoku (without the scrap book) ke rmhmu, aku cantolin di pintu rumahmu
dan scrap book nya? ku buang jauh melupakan smuanya !
kaget bingung sedih seneng kangen lbh gila dari org patah hati wktu baca blog mu dan aku tau yg kamu tulis disitu aku. sedih karna kamu uda mengganti aku dari
yaaa mungkin gitu ajalah ya klo mau dicritain smua gag bakal slesei
cuma bsa beharap kamu bakal sehat selalu dsana
langgeng dengan pacarmu
slalu dapat yg terbaik
slalu dlm lindungan Allah SWT
dan slalu menjadi teman kecilku yang gag prnah bisa berhitung dengan cepat.........<3 you
inilah akhir dari kegalauan malam minggu ini
saya butuh wktu utk menangis
keep loving me readers
thx to read my outpouring time
see you at the next post T,T